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Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

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April 10th, 2007 (10:52 am)
cheerful
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current mood: cheerful

Tony Stark. He seemed like a nice enough guy. A little strange maybe with all the questions, like he was searching for something, but I didn't get any little mental tingle that he wasn't anything but honest, so I'm sure he's alright. It was nice of him to offer to take me for food.

He was a little cryptic at the end, but eh, he was harmless enough!

'It's just Celeste. You know, like Cher.' (Tony)Collapse )

Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

Unfinished log.

April 2nd, 2007 (06:27 pm)
happy

current mood: happy

This scene was interupted before it could be finished. Hopefully there will be a chance to finish it...


'Eat your heart out, Charlie Brown.' (Lawrence)Collapse )

Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

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March 28th, 2007 (02:55 pm)
nervous
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current mood: nervous

That was so very strange.

'Where have you been?' (Zachery)'Collapse )

ooc - I find it funny that every bad guy she comes across calls her a wench. XD

Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

No More.

March 27th, 2007 (02:52 am)
crushed
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current mood: crushed

Never again. I won't do this to myself anymore. Emma was so right, good just begs for corruption, it begs to nip at the heels of things it doesn't understand. It's like a quicksand, and the more you try to fight in, the deeper you'll eventually sink. But I can't allow myself to sink so deep. I can't allow this danger to touch everyone I love. Especially him..

Especially him.
It was too close a call this afternoon. I could have ruined him. And for that, I never would have forgiven myself. And if I can't stop it any other way, there is one last thing that I can do. I took his memories, but mine are still in tact. And as long as this is so, I'll never be free, and that temptation will drive me into the ground.

So I will free myself of this hell, like I freed him. I will forget. And in that, I will remember. Remember what it's like to live. Though I would be quite fine to never remember how to love.


A note left for Selene.Collapse )

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A note left for Emma.Collapse )

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Letter mailed to Lawrence.Collapse )

The waves lapped against the dock as she strode to the end. So much had already happened right here, in view of that lovely green statue. Liberty. So fitting. She would have her liberty now, from the memories that bind her to damn her own life. But it isn't those memories she thinks on now as she sinks to her knees at the end of the dock, her hands pressed over her heart in silent hope.

No, she remembers only the good, beautiful things in life, the things she will soon forget. The things she will relish just one last time. Where she thought there was room for no more tears, she finds she was wrong; A single blue tear falls down the length of her cheek before lavender eyes close to this haunted life.

"Never again." The words whisper to the wind, lost in it's howl almost as quickly as they're spoken.

Her power spins through her mind, slowly, methodically ridding her mind of who and what she was. Never again will she be this woman. Ragged breaths draw the air to her lungs as she uses every ounce of her strength to keep herself upright, her mind like a clean slate as she locks everything so deep. So deep that not even she could ever find it again.

And as her body leaned against the railing, eyes wide and confused as she stared out to the water and the statue, her last memory shook her to her soul.

A pair of perfect green eyes and a smile that would melt the world.


'Even at your /most/ evil, you still couldn't help yourself but embrace your biggest weakness.' (Emma)Collapse )

Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

(no subject)

March 26th, 2007 (06:10 pm)
crazy
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current location: Deserted Alley
current mood: crazy
current song: 'Goodbye My Lover' James Blunt

I can't do this. Help me Lord, I can't do this.


'I'm so sorry.' (Lawrence)Collapse )

Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

You would know, wouldn't you, dear?

March 22nd, 2007 (09:35 pm)
bitchy
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current location: Salem Center
current mood: bitchy
current song: 'It Ends Tonight' All American Rejects

What a bitch.

I love that about her.


'We'll see where my whims take me.' (Emma)Collapse )

Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

'He should want to taste your thighs and choke on your hair.'

March 22nd, 2007 (10:40 am)
devious
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current location: Phobia
current mood: devious
current song: 'Giving In' Adema

He was right. So goddamn right.

I have played by their rules for too long. I've suffered being used and left broken and alone when I've always had the power to ensure that I'm treated better.

I've always had the power. But not the will to use it.
That's all about to change. I will have what I desire and damn the world or anyone that dare get in my way.


'You'll feel so liberated once it's done. I guarantee it.' (Marshall)Collapse )

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'Giving In' By AdemaCollapse )

Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

Noir..

March 20th, 2007 (08:03 pm)
crushed

current mood: crushed
current song: 'Piece by Piece' Katie Melua

Oh God. Dear God. It felt so real, like he was really there with me. Those arms, that smile. Dear God.. those eyes. I didn't want to let go; In the dream or in reality, it doesn't matter.

Emma was right, he is my weakness. As long as he's in my heart and on my mind they will figure it out. Lord knows what they'll do to him in order to get what they want from me. I can't let that happen. There's only one thing left for me to do, I have to cut out my heart, rid myself of these painful emotions.. any emotions. I have to forget everything that I was and turn myself into this new being. I have to be what they want. It's the only way I can keep him safe.

And I'd do anything to stop this pain.


This is a dream scene. Very Sin City-esque. There is very little verbal communication, the only words spoken through the entire scene until the very end are the words of a song. At the end of the log is a video so that you to can enjoy the lovely song she was singing.

Piece by Piece. (Lawrence - Dream)Collapse )

Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

(no subject)

March 20th, 2007 (03:26 pm)
busy
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current mood: busy

Cerene will be in good hands now and I won't have to find myself suddenly worried about thing like students and Xaviers. I can dedicate the time I should to the task at hand.


'You have Sebastian written all over you.' (Emma)Collapse )

Ney Matthews (CJ) [userpic]

(no subject)

March 20th, 2007 (12:26 pm)
bitchy
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current mood: bitchy

What was I thinking, striking out in anger like that? I've never /ever/ done that before. Not without some sort of reason for it.


'Oh, yes. You look just /peachy/ now. Light'a anyone's life.' (Zachery)Collapse )

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